HERS

2008-02-10T05:03:00.000-08:00

baby, HAPPY EIGHT MONTHS. THANKS FOR EVERYTHING LOVE. YOURE THE LIGHT OF MY LIFE. I LOVE YOU :)

a chinese safari.

2008-02-10T04:00:00.000-08:00

CNY seemed to have went well for me. managed to catch a good long rest and at the same time immerse myself with some familylove. the only plan which CNY spoilt was my dieting plan. it drifted me far far awayyyy and now its going to be tough to make a comeback. i guess weight has always been the issue.

well, at least mum told me smth this afternon which gave me hopes to a slimmer and desirable weight acheivement. so ill work on it. honestly, im really scared, but IM SERIOUSLY EXCITED. i guess they're the only ones who can help me.

took a FUN trip down to NIGHT SAFARI on CNY itself. and though it was CNY, it was HELL crowded. HAHA. people from all around the world came. so i felt like a tourist! the irony is, it was CNY but there were lots and lots of CHINA, KOREAN AND JAPANESE tourist. i mean, dont they celebrate CNY? oh gosh. im confuzzled.

animals were as usual, SUPER ADORABLE. and im starting to wonder if these animals can be as clever as humans. i mean, they look so bright and well-taught. it's as though they attended animal school or smth.(i knw they have trainers) im greatly impressed by the wonders of god's creation. nature is something so wild, yet exciting. and these beautiful animals just adds to it.

well, ive given some thought. if i dont achieve my dreams of becoming a gynaecologist, ive decided to give my life to the animals and the environment. ill be a vet, if not a journalist who writes on nature and environment conservation. boring it may sound, but this is what we need to make the world a better place. for us, for the future and the animal kingdom.

by the way, its wiwi's birthday today! so HAPPY BIRTHDAY wiwi!

pucks. i have school tom. i still DONT understand whyeee in the world am i attending sch when im having plans to withdraw. oh god! someone, PLS tell me. meeting nurul and manj tom at 530am to do our morning run before sch school starts. it was noted in the text that we'll bring lunch. so wholemeal bread with beef ham is for lunh tom:) dont worry, ITS HALAL.

more pictures in my cousin's camera. pics of animals and us with the animals. well, ill upload them next time.

xoxo,
hazlyn:)

cravings for cupcakes.

2008-01-01T07:40:00.000-08:00

OKAYS. im like waiting for bestie to complete his report editting and this will CLEARLY explain whyee ill have SUPEEE puffed eyes on the first day of school.oh gosh! if not because of elmos girl.f,i would be happily talking and soaking myself in some bestie love. ashdjlkyfh.

so since im SUPEEE bored, went cupcake hunting. OMG. i freking love cupcakes. SOMEONE! buy me, make me these wonderful and beautiful cupcakes pleaaseeeee. i WANT THEM. cupcakes are much better than doughnuts.CREEPS*tom's the first day of sch. AGAIN. and since its weds, i have tennis trng. HAHS.im in dead shit tom. got to settle some things with keefe and coach. OH BOY! this is hard. alright. guess im done writing. i SWEAR bestie will die tonight.

ps:i want these pretty decorated biscuits. I WANT I WANT. get me these,pretty please and ill love you for LIFE.

xoxo,

hazlyn:)

away.

2007-12-27T08:14:00.000-08:00

I miss you, I miss your smile:)

And I still shed a tear, every once in a while.

And even though it's different now, for these 4 days,

i want you to know, You're still here somehow.

elmo's keeping me company, thats all i ever have.

the letter from you is my only hope of share.

♥.

baby, i miss you. HURRY come back. its too long a wait.

xoxo,
hazlyn:)

long lost photo.

2007-12-23T20:52:00.000-08:00

haha. this is random, but i copped this long lost photo from jeanetter. WHEES.photo was taken on mr kohs wedding. HAHA. finally like after so many years, the pic is in my hands. the whole of 4/8 is in the photo. gosh i miss those times. and i miss mr kohs. HAWS. and WAHAHHAHA, im standing next to miss kang and we're BOTH WEARING WHITE:) ITS A WRONG SPOT PLS. haiya.long story.only 4/8 will know the full scandal.oh wells.

xoxo,
hazlyn:)

two hearts in one.

2007-12-23T05:41:00.000-08:00

POST OF TWO DAYS
alright.so as mentioned, i went back to JB to celebrate IDULFITRI or commonly known as hari raya HAJI. well, the only reason whyee we go there is because grans' there. so had a MAJOR family gathering, with the exclusion of HAHA HAZ and OM(uncle). what a waste. im sure it would have been hell MORE fun with HAHA HAZ around. sheesh*

AUNT COOKED HER SPECIALTY*there was laksa, and briyani accompanied with other dishes.ate a little and laterr on, we started our camwhore session.sounds boring la. BUT thats what we ALWAYS do during fam gathering. HAHS. by the way, nin and i were trying so HARD to find our inner collarbones. check them out in the pics:)

DONE.

alright.so after the hari raya, went out on a shopping spree on the saturday.mum wated to enjoy the sales of xmas and apparently get herself into the festive mood.beefs*

so before heading down to orchard, we bought school stuff and settled everyting.so off we went to buy my sch uniform, and then headed to queens to get shoes. OKAY. this is the sad part. i was looking forward to buying this addidas limted ed. pink calf skin shoes for sch, and IT WAS SOLD OUT by the time i went there. the best part was they told me that they're not bringing in stocks anymore. my heart sank i tell you. i left the shop feeling all sad and glummy cause i WONT have a nice shoe to wear to sch. mum kept bugging me to buy another design since they dont have the one that i wanted. i mean, even though its another addidas or nike shoe, BUYING another which i dont want is like betraying my love for tt limited ed. shoe.BOO.

so off we went looking around for sis's shoe and other nicer ones which may appeal to me. as we walked, passed by litmus. decided to go in for awhile to have a look at their dresses.looked around and was attracted to their footwear.the best thing about litmus is they cater things in small quantities.so its like you'll be the few that has their products. okay, back to footwear.so scanning my eyes through their collection, i FINALLY saw something that appealed to me very very much. smth so simple yet pretty.its a white shoe with pink laces. and the design of the shoe is like so lacoste. so tell me HOW CAN I RESIST SUCH prettiness.tried on the shoe. got the correct size for me and viola!bought it in no time.the shoe was actually priced at $49.95. but since they were having some sale, i only paid $42.90 for it. was a pretty good buy la. HAHA:)

in total, sis bought three pairs of shoes. including her sports shoe la. WTH.i bought two.one was the litmus shoe, the other was a B.U.M equip shoe.but its not as pretty as the litmus shoe. hehs. anyway, took off and headed to town. mum went berserk at town. HAHA. not because of the sales, but because of the MASSIVE human and traffic jam.wah i tell you. must have a lot of patience la. chickenbanana*

parked the car, went to paragon.mum bought her things la. her clothes, shoes and accesories.i tried on a few, wanted to get this super nice hot pants from MONSOON. but sadly,they did not have my size:( so after spending quite a bit at metro, went to marks and spencer to continue with shopping. OKAY. ANOTHER SAD PART. at marks, i was again at the footwear.and i saw this really really really nice flats! SUPER nice to the max.and it was just perfect on my feet. i was so happy that i found something so heavenly.asked mum if i could buy it, and she said yes. SO I BECAME HAPPIER. so i held on to it while i continued shopping.saw this pair of jeans. OMGAWD. its the sex bomb i tell you.took it, tried it and I WANTED IT BADLY. but because it was priced at like $120 for a pair, i had to really convince mum why she should buy it for me.sheesh*

okay, so happy kid i was, i decided not to look around anymore.was pretty contented with what ive chosen.so comes to the paying time! OH GOSH.THIS IS THE SAD PART. before i start paying, i have this habit to double check what ive got. check the size again, the quality and blah blah. so while checking the heavenly undescribable shoe, i saw this CAUTION SIGN.it reads, CAUTION: THIS SHOE IS LINED WITH PIG'S SKIN.i was like HUH?!!!!i cried i tell you. so badly. i wanted it badly. but how to wear. PIGS not HALAL. AHHHHH! no choice, put it back. so went to the counter to pay for the jeans, BUT OHMYGAWD again. the counter que was EXTREMELY long to the max. it nearly got out of marks. was pretty fed up, and ended up not buying it. cries again.so mum was like, nvm. we'll go to centrepoint robinsons marks.

had lunch first at our fav indo restaurant.then headed to centrepoint. mum bought her undergarments, and clothes again. i was to PHOBIC of looking for nice clothes to try on. so just tailed with mum.spent about like 2hrs plus over at robinsons.so aft paying, it was my turn to get my jeans from marks. BUT again the mall was so packed. VERY VERY VERY crowded to the max. and giordano and levi's was having sale, everyone was like hogged up tog. SUCKS BIG TIME.dint have the space to walk to marks so, feeling all emo and fed up, went off home. i know mum felt quite sorry for me. so she said, i'll get you that jeans on the weekend xmas is over.so that isnt very bad lah. by the way, i DID not mention that my brown DKNY watch is nowhere insight anymore.cries.so on the day i buy my jeans, ill look arnd for a ne watch too. and this time, EVEN IF THINGS AND PEOLE GET IRRITATING, im still BUYING THEM.

xoxo,

hazlyn:)

seconds.

2007-12-19T03:44:00.000-08:00

CONGRATS to hazi baby for doing pretty well for n levels! WOOHOOS! keep up the good job babeh. we're happy for you. so work harder now, and strive for the best for your O's. anyways, amelia bay mei ling callled me yesterday. and YES, i got another excited call from another fellow n level candidate. well, CONGRATS again to AMELIA BAY! looks like your hard work has paid off, and im extrememly proud of you sexaey! we'll meet up soon for lunch yea. besides, my SCHOOL is SO in your vicinity. well, work hard for the last year in st margs. ill come visit you very soon. MUG HARD love. THEN later, after everything,dont forget to play hard!

okay. so tom is HARI RAYA again! woohoos! is this awesome or just FANTABULOUS. cant wait for family gathering once more. this is going to be real fun. so heading down to jb tom morning to go visit gran's. oh boy, a wonderful afternoon to look forward to, but im sure ill miss someone.well,at least im not staying over. SO THATS THE GOOD PART. and the next day, which is the friday, were going to have a cousin outing. OH YEAH! cant wait yawww. our CLARKE QUAY ESCAPADES girls:)

well, this week was the best. LOADS of time devoted and given to my one and only BCBG. i had a wonderful time with ya too. the chats and fun we had, ill never forget la. AND PLS! DONT LAUGH EVEN BEFORE I TICKLE YOU. boo BCBG. im glad i know that u feel comfortable with me, and im glad i know that you know you can always count on me in times of need. dont ever mention what i have done. cause its nothing compared to yours. im just very grateful that i know you and that im really glad and sure that ure the BEST PERSON to walk this phase of my life with. i love you girlfriend!

ps: AND PLS stop asking me to give them chances larhs. matters of the HEART cannot be EXPLAINED.

i ♥♥♥ you:)

xoxo,
hazlyn:)

2007-12-16T05:23:00.000-08:00

the fun never ends. for the past two days, ive been heading down to paragon to get some CIP done for the kids in cambodia. we sold bears, photographs and we sculpted BALLOONS. OMG! i freaking hate and am very very TERRIFIED of ballons. but because i had to do it for the kids in cambodia, i tried to conquer that balloon bursting fear.standing there for a few long hours, and trying to get people to donate was HELL tiring. and it seems like it was the kids who had a bigger and warmer heart during this christmas season.

to all those who donated, THANK YOU. its beacause of your small donation that the kids in cambodia will be able to celebrate xmas. AND to those who dint, who only cared about rushing off for your gucci and burberry's sale, JUST FUCK OFF.

OKAY, SO ON TO HAPPIER THINGS, HAWHAWS. BCBG came on my first day of CIP. he donated la, OF COURSE and he got some spastic bear. haha. ITS FOR CHARITY KAYS. so love, loved and will love the bear ya!went for dinner at coffebean during break. bought me what we'll always eat and it was SUPER SUPER filling. i nearly died trying to finish the whole plate of pasta.but i had my fav drink.that orange orange thingy.wads it called ah love? sunrise isit?dinner break was only 45 mins.so had to rush for it. was kinda sad tt time spent with bestie was for a short while only. BOO.but oh wells. ill still get to meet bestie after my shift. he wanted to wait for about another hour.so sweet of him. LOVE YA LOADS BABES.

okay, so here's the surprisng part. after my shift ended, met bestie at coffeebean again. and it seemed like he went shopping. he then gave me this SUPER nice keychain and the hanging star which i had showed to him during the earlier part of the day:)and so, being hazlyn, i was happy la. thank bestie for it and COULDN stop smiling. i also passed him some candies and a princess balloon i had bought.okay, so left CB and walked down to PS.walk walk walk, then took train to raffles. cause mum wanted to go jb. so went to raffles to meet her. BUT before we went to meet mum, sat at the spore river and talked for awhile. babes, i LOVE the night talk la. so fun! we'll do it again kays. HUGGIES.

oh, by the way, i FORGOT to mention that there was part two of the surprise. bestie, bought smth HUGE from toysr'us. so i thought he went x'mas shopping and bought his friend smth. BUT instead, the PRESSIE was for me! YA HAAS! i was so touched and happy that i started crying in front of bcbg. OH GAWD! how embarassing. it was this super cute elmo. im just hoping i wont lose this elmo or bestie will KILL me!

by the way, elmo is RED! haha.

so after a short chat and mini drama performed by me, the crying scene, off i went to stand chart and bestie went home. and BECAUSE i was like SUPER tired, i dint want to follow mum go jb.so they sent me home. bathed,had mac delivery and then as always, BESTIE BCBG CALL! baby, i LOVE YOU! THANKS FOR THAT WONDERFUL DAY. by the way, i met bestie the day before as well and we sure HAD SO MUCH FUN! :) xoxo,
hazlyn:)

marching in december

2007-12-03T08:43:00.000-08:00

we're finally marching into december. the last month of this wierd, funny, scary, depressing, disappointing and memorable year. its really hideous to realize how fast time flies. all i remember was how i got a surprising call from a long lost friend last x'mas.and now, we're going to 'celebrate' our 1 year of good friendship.

the troubles, darkenss,happiness, stories, we've shared it all. and we did everything in just a year. a year of true and patient friendship.we manage to built 6months.6 months of only what you, i and god would know. and because of that, i cannot thank god in anyway. to have let him brought you here to me. to have made me found a special you. to stand deep in my heart and now a really really special someone to me. we've both had a long journey. and a longer journey in the years to come. guess, well never know what the future holds till we reach the future. all im saying is im ready and set to take this journey with you. to go on this long, but hopefully fun,enduring and memorable journey of a lifetime. dear, i hope you'll come walk with me. cause your hand ill hold.your troubles ill throw.

the keychain, the giraffe knickers, the long nights of company,
darling, its definitely more than that.
the constant encouragement,
for always being there,
for being the best i can count on,
for being everything you can be.

boy, im grateful for that beacause its these little actions that brought us closer together.
you've always said you're never a sweet thing. never making those cliche moves any other guy would have done. but no matter wad, youre still the sweetest in my eyes. and for saying those words, i hate you.

each and everday, our friendship and most importantly, my love for you grows. it'll continue to grow and grow and grow until we've reached the the visions we've had and always wanted to share.to have our friendship and special relationship embraced everyday, every year.

to me, this one year spent with him was the best.
he was my bestfriend, he was someone i held dearly to my heart.
really kind and understanding, but most importantly with a graceful yet vulnerable heart.
"till the near future, when we're both serving strongly,and secured in our own faiths.
i hope it is HIS will, we'd come together again."

i love you. in the many kinds of ways ive told you:)

xoxo,
hazlyn:)
HEARTS HIM.

i love dolls.

2007-11-28T18:42:00.000-08:00

i dont have any idea how the title of this post is related to my post. oh wells. anyway, CHECK OUT THIS VIDEO OF PRIMA.J.

my PULAU UBIN trip:)

2007-11-25T19:13:00.000-08:00

5 days in pulau has definitely taught me some life learning lessons, and NEVER will i regret making that little step onto the boat which took me to OBS school. I tried many things, conquered some fears and gained experiences. never have i thought i could make it and that there is a much stronger person deep within me.

such memories are hard to relate them in words. it's best that each and every one of us try to experience it ourselves.well, just know that im back safe and i hope to be a different person after all that i have gained form the past 5 days.

a little insight on what i did:
On day 4, woke up EXTRA early. had to prepare ourselves for the sea expedition which we were tasked to carry out. 8 hours of kayaking, PLUS i am not a very good swimmer. kayaked 18km under the hot piercing sun with very little food and strong currents which could drift us to shores. HAALAMAK! dying was all that came to my mind. but with great perseverance and a happy happy funny partner who was ever so optimistic, the sea journey went well.saw crabs and baby tortises! WEEHEES!i tell you, after i have got over my kayak and sea sickness, ill do that once more! and this time, i WANT to kayak to BATAM!!

the sad thing was i couldn capture any of these fun moments on camera. BE it the land activities or the ones in sea. NO one brought cameras and as such these memories will only remain in our hearts and mind. sorry to you guys who have looked forward for some pictures.

cliche it maybe, but this trip and journey wouldnt have been possible without the support of my parents,friends, watchmates and my super hot and nice instructor:)

AND not forgetting HIM:), who constantly gave me the strength and encouragement on how optimistic i should be on this trip. 5 days apart from you was hell love. But you were certainly right. experience i would gain would be worthwhile.thanks for the wonderful taggs you wrote. sadly, its too many for me to reply on the tag board, so i shall just reply it here.realy wished you were there to watch me conquer those fears and see my happy face after the achievements ive made.it certainly would have been great to have you see me grow within that 5 days.darling, thank you for all that youve done. the prayers that you did for me, i thank you for them.i love you.

xoxo,
hazlyn:)

temp-back

2007-11-25T18:30:00.000-08:00

whees! im finally back from my 5 day trip to pulau ubin. YA-HAAAASS!it was hella fun. alright. so now, i have a long long post to update on my BEFORE-IT-DIES blog.

so before i went for OBS, part of s12 came over to have some mini gathering at my humble hideout.had dinner, catched up and we did some playing:)the gathering was meant to send me, wiwi and sheila off to our respective holiday trips.and YAY! it was successful. went all over jurong to find for the sparklets and viola! we started lighting them up and playing it in no time:)

PICTURES!!

xoxo,

hazlyn:)

THE OBS BREAK

2007-11-18T14:25:00.000-08:00

HEY GUYS!

i will be going for a 5-day OBS trip at pulau ubin. guess ill do further posting when i come back!
s12, im sorry i couldn join in the class chalet because of this camp! TOLD you guys ald wad! but still insist on booking during this date.

nurul and lavi love, have fun in INDIA! really wish i could have gone and accompany you guys there. it would be so much FUN! well, i any case have fun. AND DO NOT EAT AT THE FOODSTALLS ALONG THE ROAD! im sure u know the consequences. take care!

wiwi, have fun at negeri sembilan today!i mean for the next three days as well. DO bring home nice things for us k!! im gonna miss you. take care too ya:) and watch the pickpokets and what nots. HIGH CRIME RATE IN MALAYSIA!

and lastly, to my dearest dearest most loved HIM:), darling, take care ya! ill be back real soon. im going to miss you so much. BUT i will listen to you and try my best to do all the activities. have fun here with all the technology! i love you.have fun and learn well in school too ya! enjoy your 'first' work attachment today baby! LOVE YA! ill call you as soon as i reach the jetty on the friday. HUGGIES!

xoxo,
hazlyn:)

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2007-11-13T17:55:00.000-08:00

i dont know what's running through my mind for these past hours. all im saying is i cant seem to think right. whats done cannot be undone and im really really again HOPING for the best. i wouldnt say its a mistake for what has happened. i just want things to turn out okay and take this as a learning experience. im so worried. im so scared. OH SOMEONE, HELP ME!

after handing some things to the school, went to meet mum and sis at raffles. had lunch at figs &olive and they never fail to provide me with a hearty and yummy meal. i had what i always have, some oglio thingy. sheesh* something to do with fish la. sis had some bbq chicken which was what mum ordered as well. and so after the meal, mum went back to the office to get some work done before dad comes and fetch her later. sis and i went to town to do some walking around and prolly some small shopping.

By the way, someone really special bought me these giraffe underwear from topshop. so cute and pretty. and that someone, if you are reading it, THANKS LOADS. i love it just like how much i love you. and i BET you, this will be my all time fav underwear! :)

First stop was topshop, AND sis bought some SUPER small bag from topshop. OMG, i really cannot imagine how is she going to squeeze everything in when she uses it. OKAY OKAY, its not very small. i mean it can fit your wallet, phone and maybe a lipgloss and a travel size parfume. im SORRY i over exxageated bout it being very small. i MEAN, IM SUCH A BIG BAG PERSON. I LOVE BIG THINGS! even if i just have to bring a pen, my bag would be 10 times bigger than the stupid pen. oh wells. each his own i guess.

i bought the gold hoops i wanted from top as well. BUT the hoops which i bought wasnt exactly what i wanted. i wanted the SUPER big ones. but the person told me it was sold out. so i got the big-medium sized ones. well, at least it looks exactly like the ones i wanted. ONLY it is a little smaller.so from top, went all the way down to forever 21. sis bought a printed shirt and i bought a RED tank. YAY its red. got my pink slippers as well for my use at OBS:)
walked to cine, sat at esteller and WAITED for my sister's friends to come. walked around, and HAWHAW met jesslyn there. she's so cute. started hugging and then she interrogated me. well you see, i was suppose to go for tennis yest. but i PONNED it. just dint have the mood to play. so i told her why and stuff la. she left for a movie after that small chat.

was so SICK and TIRED of walking, dint want to take the train back, sis and i headed back to stand chartered.waited for mum at the waiting area. FINALLY after like waiting forvever, she came down and off we went.

xoxo,
hazlyn:)

whispers.

2007-11-12T01:13:00.000-08:00

simple words i cant use, difficult words i cant speak just wierd expressions thats coming out from me.the stares that we've had. the silence that we've shared, is all part of this journey we went through. ive never really imagine to be able to form such strong bonds with you guys. just 8 months. thats all we needed, and we overcame it all. you guys were like my family. my family in times of need and for the happy times that i've lived. despite our many differences, we managed to get along. in fact we did it so well!

i dont know how to express this feeling. this special feeling im going through. to want to let you know that you guys are so special to me. we may not have agreed with each other MANY TIMES. but i realized its through this disagreement that makes us so complete. evrynight ill pray to god. to bless you guys who have changed my life. but seems like no matter how much i pray one has to go away.

its US together that makes us noticed and i CANNOT IMAGINE having one or two or even three less. well, i try NOT to ever believe that all good things has to come to an end. BUT this 'theory' has never proved me right. 8 months of friendship can turn to 8 years of life without each other.and i sincerely think this SUCKS! i just want you guys to know that youve picture perfected my life somehow or the other and im SERIOUSLY thankful for that. the dreams that we've shared and the wishes that we've had will certainly be that marking point for me and hopefully for you guys too, to always remember that in some point of our life,we've shared this wonderful thing called FRIENDSHIP. i HOPE things will get better for each one of us and i know, HAHA we'll never forget this journey. OMG!YOU GUYS CAN MAKE ME BECOME LESBIAN! HAWHAW. kidding.LOVE YAS!

To: nurul, wiwi, manjeeta and lavi. thanks for everything. I LOVE YOU GUYS TO THE MAX!

ANYWAY, this post is also specially dedicated to HIM:) and my beloved uncle. i wanna wish you guys a very HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!I KNOW I STILL OWE YOU YOUR PRESENTS:)give me time ya? and HIM, i love you so much! enjoy this day ya. this special day of yours.

xoxo,

hazlyn:)

DEEPA-RAYA

2007-11-09T17:44:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BELATED DEEPAVALI TO ALL MY INDIAN FRIENDS!!
DEPA-RAYA was the BLAST! had our PJC hari raya outing on the day of deepavali, and BOY we sure had fun. supposed to meet at 930 at jurong east intch. BUT DUE TO SOME VAINPOT CIRCUMSTANCES, we finally gathered at 1030. to wiwi and ram ram, we are truly sorry to have kept you guys waiting for nearly an hour. SORRY! dont blames us k. it was deepa-raya, so MUST FORGIVE AND FORGET:)

so off we went to th first house which was sheila's. OMG! we took an LRT ride which i swear took forever. i totally have to agree that the LRT is such a waste of the govt's money and resources. IT can BARELY fit 1/4 of what AN MRT CABIN CAN. and and, the ride was super super slow! i could have like given birth to ten cute kids and still not reach. well anyway, met huda and gang at sheila's and her mum was sooo nice to have cooked for us noodles! BEEHOON!! yay! my fav:)

after sheila's, we all decided to go ram ram house. HAWHAW. ram house was da BOMB. her mum bought these really yummy cornflakes cookies and i ATE THEM ALL! yes. HAZLYN is a pig. i ate ALL of it. damn nice la. thats it! its either i go buy the cookies or i BEG my mum to make them:) so as usual those makcik-lings started to complain tt i FINISHED the whole bottle of cookies. HAHA. and they kept repeating SO THAT I WILL GET SCOLDED OR SOMETHING LA.WHATEVER PLEASE! the next house we hoped to was hafiz. okay, just to inform you,every house we went to cooked noodles. so i shant repeat the menu of the day. okay, back to hafiz's, watched step-up, ate a whole PACKET of toblerone chocs, which would have CLEARLY meant that the training i went before the deepa-raya outing was totally of waste!CRIES. yet again i was sabotaged there. the makcik-lings ate MOST of the chocs, but they made me throw the wrappers and started accusing me of wanting to finish everything up. HAALAAMAK. problem i tell you. so did what we needed at hafiz's and off we went to Syazz's.

WAH. i tell you, we were all super scared to go to syazz's. he texted us and told us to come earlier. so we thought he wanted us AWAY. so instead of heading to saf's house first, we changed the plan and hogged syazz's. reached there, said a MILLION sorrys. BEGGED for his forgiveness and we had a BLAST!! HAWHAW.syazz's house was fun la.super fun.i dont know why, BUT just fun. and and for the first time in hari raya record history, a friend's mother gave us $10 each! we were like WOW!! so KIND! :)so conclusion, DEFINITELY GOING TO SYAZZ'S AGAIN NEXT YEAR. haha. kidding la.

okay. so syazzy's house was like the midpoint for me, wiwi and nurul.received a call from lavi asking if we were going o her house. initially we said we couldn make it. BUT after finding out that the whole class dint go, except for keane, the three of us decided to scoff off and make our way there. AND so we ditched hanessa's as well as saf's house. darlings, we are really sorry. we really felt bad for lavi and her parents. i mean they ordered so much food and in the end NOT EVEN HALF THE CLASS APPEARED. gosh.really pity lavi's parents, who spent like SO much on the food.and SOME even promised that they will turn up, but just dissapoint everyone.

cabbed to lavie's so that we would make it on time. spent a few hours there and off we went. OH OH. lavi's parents ordered indian food! WOOHOOS! haha. the only house that did not serve noodles. so the three of us went home. the journey home was just crazy la! from blisterd feet, to long lost and ulu bus ride to indians and finally a drunk woman vommitting right before me. HAHA. i swear it she had vomitted on my 'kain' i would have kicked her, and knock her off with my heels. oh whatever la.

xoxo,

hazlyn:)

PW,WEDDING,AND VIVO

2007-11-05T01:26:00.000-08:00

ALL IN ONE.this post shall be a long post BECAUSE i am going to blog about the past day happenings as well as todays.:)okay so yesterday, our group met up for the LAST time for PW. the MAJOR oral presentation was today and so we NEEDED time for extra paractice. went to vivian's and practiced OP there. HAWHAW. i swear yesterday was the most fun time we guys had during OP. THE BEST PART was when everyone FORGOT what they had to say. AND "SPECIAL" credits to chuan yuan and saffiah. HAHA. both of them were so nervous and cute. practised a couple of rounds, and afterwhich, we started camwhoring. BUT BEFORE THAT, i SPECIALLY have to mention that i managed to keep within my 5 min talk time FOR THE FIRST time during yest prac session! what a great improvement LAAA, and everyone was happy! woohoos! HAZLYN IS A GOOD:)and so here are the pictures we took at vivian's which was WORSE than mount kinabalu. not only did i have to climb three storeys, it was very STEEP as well. so BOO vivian!

okay. so thats the end of part one of yesterday.then, i rushed home to be in time for some wedding dinner la. and and OMG!! yest wedding was sooo prettaye! NOW, I WANT TO GET MARRIED. ahhhh!! the wedding had this princess-sy theme and everything was based in white and gold. OH MY! how lovely. really wish i was the one getting married. HAWHAW. and the food was just AWESOMESTIC. everything about the wedding was BEST.:)well, many CONGRATS to the lovely couple.:)
may you enjoy your marriage life together and PLEASE PLEASE have kids k? at least 3??WOOHOOS! couldnt take much pictures at the wedding because it was overwhelmingly crowded!
A day gone and reality comes. had OP today.ZOMG! finally its over. whees! after 8 months of lim kim san which nearly killed me, all i have to say is i NEED a BIG BREAK!im definitely going to miss thse times we had doing OP together. but every good thing has to come to an end. and so, this is OUR end and MR LIM KIM SAN"S END! HAHAHAH. im just hoping they dont call us back for another round of presentation, or i swear ill SCREAAAMM! after OP, headed to vivo to have our hearty lunch. tooks some shots and off we left for HOME!! YAY!

xoxo,
hazlyn:)

TRIBUTE

2007-11-01T22:43:00.000-07:00

CHECK OUT THS VIDEO CERLYN MADE FOR THE CLASS. I WAS TOUCHED BY IT AND THIS WAS WHAT NEARLY MADE ME CRY. I TEARED THOUGH BUT I CONTROLLED MYSELF REAL BAD. CERLYN, THANKS FOR THIS LOVELY VIDEO. AS I WATCH IT, REAL MEMORIES THAT OCCURED IN CLASS FLASHES IN MY MIND.OMG.IM FEELING SO EMOTIONAL RIGHT NOW. I THINK IM GOING TO CRY, LIKE SERIOUSLY CRY WHEN I WATCH THIS AGAIN.AND I PROMISE, THIS TIME NO CONTROLLING!

xoxo,
hazlyn:)

s12 spirit lives on and you make me proud. LOVE YOU GUYS!

memories of S12

2007-11-01T21:08:00.000-07:00

alright. im doing this AGAIN. not blogging for a very long time. i told you im bad at maintaining a blog, but nonetheless, ill try.

Anyway,261007 was by far the saddest and most emotional day ive ever experienced in this 8 months of my life here in pj.last day of us being together as a class. we had a farewell party and cerlyn as well as keane made a video of us all.almost cried when i was watching it, but i tell u, i was HELL controlling. the video made me realize loads.it touched my heart and im really glad all of that has happened. though we may go our seperate ways, i just want to tell S12 how much they've impacted my life and how much you guys mean to me. it's not the end for S12. it's just a new beginning.

though it was the last day of school, we certainly had fun!HAWHAW. i WILL AND NEVER forget how fangyi, yong le, derek and jia hao tried their very best in attempting to hit aaron's KUKU. WAH! you guys are damn mean la. IM SURE it must have hurt like HELL! and aaron, YES it was painful. BUT was it necessary for you to shiver very badly?HAHA. u BLODDY HELL ACTOR. alright alright. let the pictures do the talking yea.

WAIT.before i post the pictures, i think i shall do another post.okayy so the next day, half the class went for pw. BOO. wad an OFF for a class hang over. anyway, after pw, we went to have lunch and met the rest. HAWHAW.was hell fun and hilarious. AND i was apparently yong le's cook, maid , slave HAIYOOO whatever he calls it la. well, as usual. A TENNIS PLAYER's LIFE IS ALWAYS AT THE COURT.and so when RESPONSIBILITY calls, i rushed back to school for my training which i swear was hell tiring!*SHEESH*

xoxo,
hazlyn:)

ps:vivian, THANKS for the pictures!:)

just us.

2007-10-02T08:28:00.000-07:00

i've never been a movie person and everyone knows that.i hate watching movies because its simply A TOTAL WASTE of my MONEY and TIME. BUT BUT, i'll still give credits to comedies as well as action movies. OKAYYY, so getting to the point, AFTER months of keeping myself off those movie seats, i went to catch a movie which i SWEAR is one of those great laugh offs ive ever watched! HAWHAW. yes yes indeed. CHUCK AND LARRY is DA BOMB!yest shopping spree cum movie cravings was the BEST! nurul, manjee and i had a sudden indulgence to catch a movie, and we MADE that indulgence ALIVE.and DONT you guys FORGET. without ME, your dream of watching M18 movies in the theatre would never have HAPPENED. HAWHAW.

Before we caught the movie, we went to get our skinnies! WOOHOOS! FINALLY!! we bought our long long awaited skinnies. WE ARE NOW HAPPY KIDS!its so pretty and skinny! and its goig to be my TARGET to look wayyyy HOTTER in those skinnies. HAHA. so nurul and i are going to start our regular morning run TOM!

we then tok a short and jerky bus ride down to ps. bought nurul's LONSDALE todd which i had recommended:) i NEARLY got it too. BUT because i had to wait for my team, i had decided to POSTPONE my buying date. and so ive concluded. if my team doesnt come to a desicion FAST, ill get tt bag by nextweek! walked all the way to taka.went to armani,pull and bear and finally stopped at zara.tried on some tops and got them. HAHA.the whole journey to zara was the funniest. we kept claiming that we had a share in every designer boutique we went by.

i had shares in DIOR,CHANEL,and SALVATORE FERRAGAMO.

nurul had shares in MAXMARA,BURBERRY and CK.

and MANJEE, ouh wells. she ONLY wanted to have shares in GUESS and PEDDLEY's(i thk tts how its spelt)

had a whole lot of fun at taka, and finally we left.went to lucky's to get nurul mum's skin gel and off we went to cine for that great movie.:)after the movie, we forgot about our SUPER EXPENSIVE 100 PLUS,had our dinner, took some pics, and headed back home.

A simple day out together and away from all thosebooks was what we needed.just us spending quality time together as best friends would make life very worthwhile. what matters most is we enjoyed each other's company and nothing beats that wholesomestic feeling.

ps: i FORGOT TO MENTION, we waited 30 MINUTES for nurul, which was equivalent to 9 trains heading towars pasir ris and 7 trains heading towards marina bay! NURUUUULLLL!!! not the second time.

xoxo,
hazlyn

back to square ONE

2007-09-30T06:36:00.000-07:00

FINALLY. after a long long wait, PROMOS are over. AHHHH!finally some time to relax and enjoy before everything comes crashing down. i shant talk nor think bout what has happened. ill leave e rest of my fate in god's safe hands.:)just hoping for the best.

tom's another day off from school. going to meet manjee and nurul for a girls day out. INITIALLY, it was planned to be the five of us. me, wiwi, lavi, manjee and nurul. but SADLY, wiwi and lavi betrayed us for some dont know wad reason LAAAA. BOO. ULTRA-BETRAYERS la you guys.so anyway, the plan will still be on. meeting at eleven, and from there we shall decide where to head to. HAWHAW.nurul wants to buy skinnies and so do i!so we're going to go have a look at them tom. :)by the way, im going to get my polka boxers from topshop AGAIN tom. i FREAKING lost mine in school during one of my training sessions! GOD! i swear PJ has wierd and SUPER wierd PERVERTS.

he's gone again. for bali this time.darling, come back LA. always leaving me here ALL ALONE!i miss you. and and if you're reading this, told you BALI is a great PLACE!and dont forget to kiss the ground for me. SEND MY REGARDS!

xoxo,
hazlyn:)

you're back

2007-09-12T08:04:00.000-07:00

FINALLY! after a very long long wait, he's back.HAWHAW.YAY!

anynyway, i had a very bad start to my morning. woke up late, missed the bus and had to RUN to school to avoid being late. DAMN crap morning. i dont know why but i felt so agitated by whatever that was happening. oh wells.school was TYPICAL. felt very tired because the night before i only had three hours of sleep! but it was all worth while. it made me happy so i shant complain. :)

real FASTING is gonna start tom! YAYNESS, this means im gonna shed some pounds. and and after promos, RUNNING here i come. cant wait. i MISS PHYSICAL TRAINING! :( by the way, during our 2 hours break, our grouo had to complete last min touch ups to our WR. so here are some pics we took.

xoxo,
hazlyn

back to school :)

2007-09-08T19:57:00.000-07:00

BEFORE the words spill, let some pictures do the talking. AND this is how much ive missed 07s12! i MEAN HOW CAN I NOT MISS THEM?! we're a bunch of crazeeee FUN, JOY and laughter. :)

well actually, there are more pictures to upload. BUT the problem is, i dont know where the pictures have gone to. oh wells. guess we need new photo shots. anyway, its SUNDAY today!! which means, i have schol tom! WOOHOOTS! the only reason why i am MORE than happy to go back to sch is BECAUSE of s12. without them, i wouldnt be surviving this long hectic months in PJ. and without ME, HAWHAW s12 wouldn be so happening LARS! HAHA KIDDING guys. fun, joy,laughter, sadness we share it all. and no matter what happens, you guys will always be a part of me. ALWAYS.i just want them to know that they've been wonderful classmates.CLASSMATES of the century.

im very sure and confident my class is mugging REAL hard for the upcoming promos. PROVING is what we want to do. MUG hard guys!! the failures in which we share, the laughter in which we all have sre qualities which simply bonds us together. teachers' who have looked down on us, hated us, im very sorry if you have to face us again next year. WE TELL YOU WE"LL MAKE IT AND IT"LL HAPPEN.
not forgetting our beloved form tutor, ms kat. you've always been there, guiding us and leadng us to our goals. it is you who have shaped us into the students that you want us to be. without your undying love and support life would be a struggle for all of us.

before i end this post, i have three special words for three of my beloved classmates, who i am pretty sure is facing a great deal of pressure.
ah hua(edward): darling, cheer up alright. what has happened just by pass it. it's good that you're now given a second chance to prove yourself. have faith and confidence. AND always remember that there are 25 of us supporting you all the way. do your best for the upcoming promos, and the school will really have nothing to say. WE LOVE AH-HUA. whoops. i mean edward! :)
Shan: shan shan!i know life's been really hard and tough for you. but i know you are one strong guy who'll take this challenges positively. strive hard and reach your goals. dream big and you'll achieve it. dont care what others think and say of you. its what you think of yourself matters most. :)
Timothy:timmy! its sad to know that you've CHOSE to leave us. you've always been that joker that brings the extra joy to us. im hoping that the decision you've made will not be your regret. i wish you all the best in your future endeavours! :)

and to the rest of 07S12, I SIMPLY LOVE YOU to my oreo bits. (saf,keane,sheila,jess,shawn(g),shawn(b),vivian,aaron,jiahao,yong le,fang yi,derek,cat,cerlyn,kaining,kanesh,chuan yuan,deep, nurul, lavie, wiwi,huda and shaiful) nothing beats the love you guys have given me.
2days left love.

xoxo,
hazlyn :)

scrumptious :)

2007-09-07T10:58:00.000-07:00

MY father just ruined my PERSONAL timetable, which was nicely and prettily scheduled for my revision for chem after math tuition. BUT HUNGRY dad just had to bring us out for dinner which was very yummy and enjoyable. so off we went, and now im back feeling very satisfied from a yummy and scrumptious dinner at marina south. WOW. we had steamboat and it was really good and yummy. the staff was real nice and friendly too. im definitely going back there!

anyway, before we left for dinner, had math tuiton. tuition was tuition. learnt a couple of things here and there. AND i discovered i made so many careless mistakes. HAIS.guess i have to be more careful with my work. stayed home the whole afternoon today. did some studying for chem and im trying real hard to retain the info. chem lecture test on organic chem is coming up. and ive got to pass this test real badly. god, please help me. give me the strength and diligence to persevere this few weeks of hardship.
tom's ging to be another mundane day. tuition in the morning, and back home for more studying. got to prepare myself for the series of math and chem tuition ill have on the sunday.so studying here i come again!

it's been two days. two lonely nights and im drained. i want you back. cause im missing you real bad. no more morning messages. no more lunch messages. no more night calls. ive been suspended from everything. from tennis, to tennis to tennis AGAIN and now suspension from you for a WEEK! those vietnamese people are in for some good luck. HAHS. call me wierd, call me sick. but i dont like vietnam and vietnamese people. at least not for these 6 days. :(
ps: i dint have brownies for dinner. just felt like uploading what i call heavenly sex.i want my COOKIES and CREAM with my fav choc brownie NOW!!i need my indulgence since u're away love.

xoxo,
hazlyn :)

baby, it's time.

2007-09-06T03:40:00.000-07:00
im currently using one of BC's computers to do my blogging while waiting patiently for class to start. did some studying and was rather irritated with the outcomes. i dint seem to get any of the attempted questions right. FRUSTRATIONS is all i feel.

had school today. 3 hours of math. BOY it was tiring! learnt a new and SUPER difficult topic. AP&GP is KILLING me. so MUCH to do and manipulate. ERGH. guess i'll be doing that for the next few days. i need to get my concepts right before i move on.
tom's lessons would be one of those stressful holiday comebacks. CHEMISTRY and ECONS. better still. i havent completed my chem tutorials. sheesh* i'm really sorry.but im just not in the mood to do anything. today's a really sad day. happy for some but emotional and lonely for me. guess im leading the "BEST LIFE".

darling, i know its not your fault that you have to be away. like you said, you need and deserve this holiday. so dont bother about your emotional and kuku girlfriend and her blog posts. it's barely a day and im missing you already. if not for the trip, you would be accompanying me now before my class. to be by myside and watch me do my work. guess ill heed your wise advice and mug real hard during this period while you're away. some real and satisfying studying can be done. hope i'll accomplish them. i'll pray for your safety back here. love,sunday's a very special day for the both of us. and you're not going to be here spending it with me. :( this day may never be the same. BOO. still can tell me to be happy and smile this morning before you left. HAALAMAKK this boy is one BIG problem.

i dont want to blog already la. im becoming some loser emo kid. just like his brother. HAWHAW. 5 mins left before class starts. i'll do some reading online before going off.

xoxo,
hazlyn :)

HIM :)

2007-09-03T06:21:00.000-07:00
Today was the blast! i had EXTREMES. okay. so where do i begin? we'll start from the part where i had to attend a talk at TPJC.

okay. so i had and was forced by my malay teacher to attend a globalisation talk held at TPJC today. yes TPJC. somewhere FAR FAR FAR away from where i live.somewhere in the ulu EAST. okay, so thats NOT the point. the POINT is, i had to wake up FREAKING early for the talk which at the end of the day, brought totally no sense and was a TOTAL waste of my time. i CANNOT believe i sat through hours and hours listening to all those crap early in the morning. and the best part was i tried studying chemistry while the talk was going on. OH BOY. and so, i reluctantly sat through it and managed to survive. i counted. 5 HOURS of crap. and i did it! woohoots! suppose to end by 12. but that stupid guy took eons to answer just 12 questions! so in the end, i was only released at 1.30. BOO.

once released, i rushed and made my way to the interchange. got to do some transactions before i could reach stupid tanah merah interchange. HAALAMAKK. the east is really one ulu ulu place la. and and, it WAS RAINING heavily. waited about 35 mins for 14 and FINALLY it came. then then the happy part comes. :) met him. :)YAY! "collected" somethings then met his brother who was ATROCIOUSLY hot! HAWHAW. darling im sorry i said that. but he's really hot. undeniable. and so hot kevin was nice and he drove us to NLB since it was raining heavily. got to the library, and found a seat. settled down and there was enough time for some studying,and talk. BUT i DID study study. ARENES was what i studied. :)

i had so much fun talking to HIM. :) it was more than awesomestic. darling, THANK YOU. i felt that short little chat made me realize and straighten things out. it made me realize how i'd want him to always be a part of me. :) plus plus, i got to know him a little little bit better. i dont know how, but amazing hazlyn just did it!
730. left the library. decided to go home. besides, kevin and charles(both HIS brothers) cooked dinner. so he had to be home soon enough to enjoy a family meal. like WADEVER darling. u had my favourites. CHICKEN and POTATO! BOO. wait, speaking of potato, i SWEAR i had the WORSE potato sandwhich today! i will NEVER NEVER buy that stupid and unsatisfying sandwhich ever again.

left HIM:) and took the train back home. what a lonely ride. im really thankful for this day. it made me realize and notice what was unnoticeable. i'm glad i was able to meet him before he flies for vietnam. Darling, as much as i really dont want u to go i just want to say have loads of fun there ya? take care of urself. dont eat by the foodstalls yea? its DANGEROUS.besides im sure ure culinary skills are wayyy better. have fun with all the tailoring. AND one LAST REMINDER. DO MISS ME!!!! im left here in singapore all alone for i bloody week! sigh*

Every long lost dream lead me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars .
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms ,
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you.

xoxo,
hazlyn :)

PHOTO GALORE

2007-09-01T05:41:00.001-07:00

okay darlings! here are the photos i promised i'll upload. HAHA. looks like mother tongue class has been nurul, wiwi and my camwhorring sessions. lame they maybe, BUT we certainly had fun!
xoxo,
hazlyn :)

HAIR-ieeee

2007-09-01T04:45:00.000-07:00

HAHA. okay okay. ive read nurul's and manjee's version of yest's fun and here COMES mine. HAWHAW. yest teachers' day celebration was seriously fun. the concert was awesomestic. LOVED the PROJECT RUNWAY idea saspuri had. if only puri puri model-ed. anyway, after the school celebration, nurul, manjee and me headed to have some fun of our own.

before the whole fun thing happened, i scaffed off to meet mum for awhile. said she missed having lunch with me. SO to BUY me in, she said we'll go look for my DKNY watch as well as my new phone. SADLY, the indecisive me could NOT come to a final decision. BOOS. alright. lunch with mum was good. went to this place near her office called FIGS. yes FIGS. NOT figs& olive., though we initially wanted to go there. so went to FIGS instead. food was great and so as the service. AHHHH. too bad im using the lousy shit ass spare phone now. if not i would have take some pics.

after lunching with mum, met nurul and manjee at bugis. Then we got stopped by some toni& guy person, WHO kindly offered to give us a FREE haircut , wash and blow if we were willing to be their student's model. yes yes. was SERIOUSLY excited. but at the same time, we were so worried he'll RAPE us cause the shop was in some secluded area. anyway, managed to arrive there safely. :) nurul and manjee finished their haircut like wayyy earlier compared to me. i HAD to wait for 3 and a half hours before my cut was officially done. BOY im telling you, it was tiring. so both manjee and nurul came down with a new hairstyle. MANJEEE looked absolutely cute with tt new haircut. i seriously dont know why she was soo depressed and upset bout it. manjee darling, u look FINE. :) just pin it up. and nurul's hair looked like my previuos hairstyle. mine still looks the same. just that it's a lil shorter. THANK YOU THARA darling, for the wonderful cut. you're one strong spirited hairstylist, and u'll make it BIG! love ya!i'll come by again to get my haircut done yea?

so after that wholesome cut and fun at toni and guy, we headed to nlb. sat at HANS to eat and study. ZOOOMGG!! nurul and manjee love, i seriously had soo much fun with you guys at HANS. so we talked and laughed and had fun. kept singing running away while doing stupid demoralizing math. oh wells. headed home at 9.30. AND i seriously swear we were drunk on math while on the train! god-knows wad happened.

we dint talk last night. just one night KILLED me.

And I don't need you to be by my side
To tell me that everything's alright
I just wanted you to tell me the truth
You know I'd do that for you

xoxo,
hazlyn :)

battlefield.

2007-08-29T06:25:00.000-07:00

HOHOHO.havent uploaded the pictures as promised. guess ill upload the pics during the weekends and when i have the time.SORRY. anyway, went for learning journey today. dint really learn much. BUT since it was our very first class outing, it was FUN! scaffed off to island creamery to chillax after the journey ended. had a wholesome heart to heart talk with nurul, lavie and wiwi. GUYS, thank you so much for all the funny moments together. i'll never forget them. love you guys to the cookies bits in my ice cream! and lavie dearest, do heed our advice. we want the best for you love. what's more important is that you dont get hurt at the end of the day. i know my lavie girl is one strong and tough girl. BUT no matter how tough you are dear, you're still human. having real FEELINGS is part of you. and no matter how hard you try, sometimes u just cant run away from getting hurt.

tom BIOLOGY lecture test.studied here and there but im going to study and absorb as much as i can. :) i want to do well for this paper. plus plus, there's a chemistry quiz on halogen derivatives tom. I LIKEEE halogens. easy. hoping TBP will not kill us with mechanisms we've never see before. alright. i got bio to study for. :)

i hate it when you're around them,
it's like you're a totally different person.
im not angry im not pissed. but im just scared when u do that to me.
it's always a repeat. a playback of your motion towards me.
cause the pain just controls my every thought.

xoxo,
hazlyn:)

TENNIS

2007-08-27T02:14:00.000-07:00
it took me a rather long time to realize that i miss tennis alot alot alot! i cannot tahan. I REALLY NEED TO PLAYYY TENNIS. oh boy. since the day keefee told us cca suspension would begin, i knew my life would enter a different light. a very dark and gloomy light. the courts have been pretty deserted and its been quite sometime since i held my racket. BAD LIFE. BUT nothing beats my mother! she CANCELLED and SELF-SUSPEND me from playing tennis at the club. BOMB BOMB BOMB to the MAXX larr. hais. thanks ah mum. CANT wait to get over with promos. training will resume and ill be the happiest kid.THOUGH training's gonna take like 75% of my time, im definitely MORE than willing to do it.
i KNOW i owe a list of people whom i should have played a game with since god knows when. warren, joel, gamar, xavier, joanne and wanqi, i PROMISE you guys tennis game after promos yea?? PROMISE PROMISE. im really sorry i dragged it. i was so tight with school work as well as trainings. so PLEASE forgive me.

anyway, school was pretty good today. SLACKED all day. HAWHAW. the only freaking annoying lesson today was math lar. OH what the hell. I SHOULD be loving math and not hating it. skipped mt lesson with nurul for about half an hour. told cikgu we wanted to go to the toilet, which we went, and AFTER toileting...we fled to some open space which had a beautiful scenery to take some photos.(ill upload them in the next post)GOOD LIFE.
i say this everyday and shall say it again. loads to complete today. pw IR, math tuts, chem tuts and malay compo which is due on friday. PLUS PLUS i have a bio and econs case study test coming up. study study study! promos is in 24 days. guess i really HAVE to start to make full use of this 24 days. looks like it's back to the neerdy me again. :(

i was born,
to tell you i love you
and i am torn,
to do what i have to
to make you mine,
so stay with me tonight.

xoxo,
hazlyn

painfu tears.

2007-08-26T08:07:00.000-07:00
some things have happened within this weekend and they've been pretty disturbing. from happy moments to really sad and hurtful ones. guess life definitely has its ups and downs. Ive bitched enough in OUR blog. so im NOT going to do that here. im tired. tired of all these childish nonsense. i MEAN grow up. ure already 17 and im sure you have certainly some humanity to stop going around calling people names. i said this then and will say it again. IF JEALOUSY is what you have for me then i have only two words for you. TOO BAD. im sorry. but this is reality. ure not always going to get what others have. u lose something and others gain it. so stop being a bitch and get your facts right.

ENOUGH. well im going back to st marggie's this friday. WOOHOOTS!! and im real excited. miss my sec 5 friends. and all those who've been awesomestically nice to me during my stressful years in st marg's. I LOVEEE YOU GUYSS!!! friday's been planned to be a surprise for someone as well. so im pretty excited. cant wait to see her reaction when she FINDS out that we all remembered. HAWHAW. tom's going to be another busy day at school. PW's due tom and im only half way. HECK la. AND MATHSSS FILE! HAAAAALAAMAKK!the biggest problem of the century.due tom and i CANT find all my tutorials. sheesh. im soo facing my wrath tom. guess, ill try to find for them before i go to bed.

im following a new diet plan. hopefully this works. found out that after promos, my training's gonna increase to 4times a week. HELL fun. but HELL tiring too. what's worse, ill be fasting and having training at the same time. CRIES. oh wells, looks like i have to look on the brighter side. BEEFS. and so and so and so, tom is DAY 1 of my payback fast. very excited larrr! WHEES. :) zawiwimadd and nurul, u guys are fasting too rite??

econs case study test coming up on wed. thurs there's bio test. looks like ive got some studying to do this week. :)

Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try
Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try.

xoxo,
hazlyn:)

addiction.

2007-08-24T23:54:00.000-07:00

sorry. this will be a short post. anyway, listen to this song. currently playing on my blog. lyrics are sweet and song is SUPER nice. ADDICTION is what i get from this. :)
AND THANKS TO NINA for introducing this song to me.thanks love. :)i miss you.

xoxo,
hazlyn. :)

effects.

2007-08-24T05:35:00.000-07:00
i have read what u had to say and all the words im left with is a true and sincere apology. i know i may not be the best person to give you the happiness that you've all along wanted. not now. maybe not in the future. but i will try my very best to do all that i can to change the fate in which we may share. i want to be that person to catch you when you fall, to climb the mountains with you and to pass my days with you. and because of that, i am more than willing to give up that dream to save what we share. like you said, having kids is a bonus and so i'll live by that. you know ive got the stength and will put every single bit of it to do what i can. cause i sure know that letting you go is not an easy task.

Darling, seeing you happy is all that i will ask for.but if i cant give you full happiness, im more than willing to let you go. dont you bother what would happen to us or either me. cause im pretty sure everything will turn out fine at the end of the day. i really want you to know that im not forcing you to share this opinion that i have, cause i know that having kids is what you've always dreamed of. and since i love you, i dont want to be that girl to shatter it all away. you being happy is what matters most. i know you're really upset with the decision in which we've actually come to. its not spoken, but darling, actions definitely speak louder than words. deep down inside, ure just turning that uncomfortable feeling away. whatever happens, happens dear. but i dont want you to come to regret in the future. REGRET is what i fear. not on my part, cause i told you im more than willing to give it up. its more of what you'll feel. that something special missing in your life.

i don't want to be your regret.

xoxo,
hazlyn:)

LIFE-SIZED BITCH FACE.

2007-08-22T06:09:00.000-07:00
i hate the feeling which follows after doing a math test in which ure neither here nor there. i mean im pretty confident i CAN pass this paper, but because ive failed too many times, im really afraid sheer dissappointment is what i'll get. well, all im sure of is i have tried my best and im hoping for the very best.

Praba seperated us, and ZOMGG!! i was placed next to yong le during the test. HAHA. fun it may be but disgust is MORE of what im feeling. HAWHAW.(ah-le. if ure reading this, im sorry) BUT I REALLY DONT LIKE BITCH-FACE la. she's called bitch face for a REASON. haiyo. and im sure my phone is screwed enough, so please, DONT screw it further by asking me to take MORE pics of her. CONCLUSION: IM NOT taking any more pictures of her. BOO. and dont give me the funny funny ideas and fantasies ur having in ur mind darling. it just wont work for us girls. i MEAN of all PEOPLE, how could u choose that face for a life -sized poster in which will serve the purpose of supporting your wild imgination?! yong le darling, just one advice for you, REPENT! by the way, hurry to the docs and get ur erectile OVER functioning fixed REAL fast please! AND DO NOTTT ever try to show me what you have. hehs. im VERY sure i know what u have and what ure capable of. :)

ALRIGHT. this post is really getting towards the wrong direction, so ill digress. tan boon piang was surprisingly in a very good mood. so i had fun during chem. Tom's SPA and im really scared.been trying to memorise my skill D and i hope everything will pay off tom afternoon. wish me luck! another week's going to come to an end. and every thurs, BC is where ill be.PLUS im fairly excited for tom's lesson, so im really looking forward. but BEFORE that, im meeting him to get some studying done. :) double YAYNESS for tom!

xoxo,
hazlyn dora:)

another day.

2007-08-20T04:09:00.001-07:00

7.08. looked at the clock and i realized, its already past seven. OH BOY! anyway, just got back from sch. another busy day and week. SPA is on wednesday and so is math test. there's an AQ gp test tom and i sooo havent studied for it. DIEEEEE i must passs!! then there's nxt week. bio test, econs teast again and YAY!!! learning journey to the FORD factory. CANT WAIT!

I had the most fun time in school today. :) met porky pig for consultation, and i HAVE finally CONCLUDED that porky pig is indeed very very cute and the cutest chem teacher around. he's so caring and 'soft' HAWHAW.anyway, thanks porky pig! now, arenes, alkene and alkanes seem wayyy easier than i thought. After consultation, wiwi and nurul rushed to BP to buy manjeeta's cake. i stayed on with laviee to keep manjeeta back as long as possible. THEN, lavie went off to celebrate yun san's bdae and i was left all alone. went to looked for manjeeta, and watched the netball interclas competition.

cake finally arrived. HAHA. the funny reasons and lies we came up with was SUPER hilarious! i swear! and im sure majeeta was very very curious and suspicious la. i mean NURUL, want to go second level toilet all meannsss. AND where got ah lock at the grand stand?! HELLO the GS was BLOODY empty! hehs. so anyway, wiwi hid herself and the cake by the stairs. un-blind folded manjeeta and we screamed " HAPPY BIRTHDAY MANJEETA". started singing the bdae song as usual. BUT the best part is, we celebrated manjees BDAE by the stairs at a small cosy corner. AHAH. DA BOMB! so romantic and manjee loved it. :) glad to see everyone so happy today.

TODAY was a really very insightful day i must say. it opened my eyes to things and people which i was once blinded by. had a long heart to heart talk with joseph lee, and i realized that he is actually a very nice person. guess i learn something new everyday huh. sarcastic he maybe, but values in which he'll inculcate in each and everyone of us is priceless.

well, back to my tutoarials i guess. mugging all the way :)

xoxo
hazlyn dora:)

I THANK GOD FOR HER.

2007-08-19T04:48:00.000-07:00

ZOMMGGG!! sabby sabby sabby!! GEES! thanks you so so much for creating and editting this layout for me. FINALLY a proper blog with proper layout. SAB i LOVEEEE you to the MAXXX!!not bad huh. sabby has pretty nice and good taste. simple, nice, pretty and so pure! once again, THANKS SABBY LOVEEEE! but but but. ONE QUESTION. WHY U RELIVING the HAZLYN MA AGAIN! that was soo st marggies years! haha. but i sure had fun with that MA surname. :)all thanks to petrina kang and you and the whole sec 5 cohort.

anyway, sorry for not updating the for past few mths. or should i say years. been really really busy with school and school work. DRIVING ME MADDDD!!!i soo CANNOT believe that im left with only 30 days before i sit for my promos(j1 promos mind you). ULTIMATE MADNESS! dont ever ever talk to me about revision. i BARELY started LAAA. and when's promos? in THIRTY DAYS TIME. i REPEAT! THIRTY DAYS! guess i should stop complainig and just start my revision.

had a series of tuition today. okayy,,NOT a series but two subs tuition is BAD enough for me. HAWHAW. math was fun as usual. its always so fun with leon teaching. he's so blur and just so cute LA.just CANT wait to do leon proud with my upcoming math test! I NEED TO PASS! I HAVE AND BETTER PASS. passing my upcoming math test would mean hell loads to me. IF i pass this math test, ill be able to go to INDIA for the gp field trip at the end of the year. BOY am i looking forward to that trip. soo math test..HERE I COME!so worked extra extra had during the weekends to do all that i can for integration.

AFTER tuition was DA BOMB! had a small small but piercing fight with sis. i MEAN in this generation, who still fights for the phone?! RIDICULOUS. i really just wanted use it for a damn short while, BUT she refused to let me use it. I MEAN, its not tt im talking to someone pointless! im talking to a very very significant and special person. ERGH!!!! driving me MADDD AGAIN.sheesh*i guses im having a very bad bad and MAD weekend.
well, back to my books i guess. CANT wait for 1130 to come. cause everynight is that special time that gives me those special feelings :)

xoxo
hazlyn dora:)

JUST OPENED

2007-06-22T22:35:00.000-07:00
OKAYYY. i know, tell me about it. yes yes people. i HAVE finally opened up blogger, so PLEASE, im BEGGING you do not bug me about blogger anymore. HAHA. actually im not really new to blogger larhs. just that its been a really long time since i've kept up with it. ive been real busy these past years. OH BOY! every year just keeps going faster.

PS: a BIG notification first and foremost. TO ALL THOSE who wanted me to open a blog so much, I MAY not be able to update it very often yea? but ill try my very best. oh wells. enough about my ranting on those who forced me to open this online diary.il just embrace it i guess. :)

HOLIDAYS are FINALLY OVER!!! whees. call me wierd, call me stupid. BUT i'm seriously telling you i HATE, DETEST holidays. especially holidays in which i HAVE to study for an examination when sch re-opens. school's started a week earlier. so, at current we're just having our MYE(s).